March 2012
0 posts
FUCK
Why is happiness so vapid?
My grasp is slipping
the unappreciative are picked first
And the worthy are forgotten
Apparently I’m a toy
I hope you have your fun.
midnight-snack.jpg 465×640 pixels →
what a face →
February 2012
9 posts
January 2012
15 posts
Loading... →
Loading... →
Give me something to do
This is the single most boring orientation I have ever had the misfortune of being apart of.
December 2011
3 posts
Long Time Coming
Beer and weed is all you need. I miss you Mary
October 2011
3 posts
Maybe I do have issues. Fuck. Deal with it.
Can't we just be?
I hate emotion.
The need to express your inner soul.
This is mine. Private. Confidential.
I hate confusion. Explanations. Declarations.
Can’t we just bypass that which harms.
I love the silence.
Simplicity. Absence of urgency or need.
A complete and utter understanding without words.
Without complication.
As simple as the breeze through the trees.
Can’t we just be?
been a long time.
why?
Seems like Ive been asking this one alot. why? Why do I keep fucking up, why don’t I care anymore? I have this for self destruction. I need that sense of self made chaos otherwise life isn’t complete. Counter intuitive, I know. But what can I do. Its just plain old me. I’m somewhere between sane and absolute stupidity. If all things are going well you better believe I am...
January 2010
2 posts
It's been awhile
since last I was here. Much has transpired in the last few months for me. Obviously i have been minus a computer for quite some time. i did a lot of growing up and experiencing life. Lets see if i can condense it all down into a a couple bite sized pieces instead of the long winded story it is.
Well, I was kicked out and had my beautiful car taken from me. So I was essentially a homeless for a...
October 2009
5 posts
September 2009
27 posts
Flu Season
So, I just had the desire to actually do something for the first time in literally 3 days. I have been sick with the flu. I have also had a 100 plus fever a good percentage of that time. I honestly lost all will to do anything, to eat, to drink, to move. I havent had any food since monday afternoon, I am probably seriously dehydrated and the thing is I kinda dont care. I wanted to sit here and...
...
WHOA Madonna
She is actually giving a really badass speech about Micheal Jackson and everyone at the VMA’s is dead silent and standing for the most part. Way to go girl.
I want to be able to say I love you, but I dont...
Tonight
Got blown off by my friend so I decided to be a loner and stay at home. Tonights line up…
I first saw Afro Samurai which was bitchin
Now I’m going to watch Sin City
And to top it all off I will watch the Science of Sleep afterwards.
I love the rain
Whenever it rains it is always quiet in my house. Everyone speaks in hushed tones. The house is dark and I get to sit by the window and just stare out. I wrap myself in sweats and blankets and read. There’s nothing better than that. No one bothering you. Just you and your thoughts and the rain.